breathe

Ever since I had Emily I started having dreams of losing her.
I believe dreams are based on things you think too much about.
Something that's constantly on your mind.
I love her, and never want to lose her.

Last night I dreamt about some guy me Nikko and Emily were hiding from.
I don't know why we were hiding from him but we were..
We ended up in a huge house.. Like a mansion and met up with another
guy.
He owned the house im guessing cos he took us in and brought us to the
upstairs bathroom.
The bathroom had a huge window... so we can see outside.
And outside there's a porch.
Like my dads house.. And im there with Nikko and this guy and Emily.
Waiting for this guy to take us to some type of underground safe place.
And im asking 'this is where were gonna hide?!'
And all of a sudden I see this huge guy were running from climb up the
porch.
And were freaking out cos we can see him coming and he can see us.
Stuck.
Then while he's trying to get into the house,
We run out of the bathroom downstairs.
And somehow he's there too!
And catches us going down the stairs.
And tries to grab Emily from me. And im thinking why do you want her?!
And im crying and sad and it feels so real.
And he has her and she's just looking back at me with the saddest face.
Like I let her down.
How can I let someone just snatch her from me.?
Right out of my arms.?
And im looking around at Nikko and this other guy,
Wondering why aren't they helping me?
Why aren't they stopping him?!
It was like they were in on it too.
Just watching her get taken away.
I was so sad.

Then I woke up.
And saw her sleeping next to me.
=)

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