breathe

_______NIKKO_______

My love. My life.

The only person who can make me smile after a horrible day.
Even when he was the one who made it so bad.
The only person I can and will depend on.
Sometimes its so hard to write about him,
Cos well there's not much to say,
He's simply amazing.

I've been spending a lot of time writing in my journal...
Something I thought id never go back to.
Id never HAVE to go back to.
Throughout my whole pregnancy I've just been writing...
And what I realized is that there is no greater happiness
Then the joy of knowing you have the perfect family.
That WE made the most beautiful thing.
That I gave her LIFE.
And TOGETHER, we did this.
We made this.
And forever, we'll cherish it.

I know this year hasn't shown its full capacity of what its able to give
us, yet.
But its just the beginning.
There'll be tougher times.
Longer leaps.
Higher jumps.
And in the end,... we'll still have eachother.
Its a promise.
A vow.

I wish so much to just be able to take the stress and the pain away from
you.
To put it all on me.
And I worry about you so much...
As much as you hide it, with a smile,
Or a simple 'I don't care' shrug of the shoulder.
I know you're asking for a way out.
Out of this place...
Out of this life.
Of this struggle.
Im sorry.

Im trying my best not to worry so much...
But when it comes to you.
There's no stopping it.
Because I love you so much.
I just want you to be ok.

________EMILY_________

You are the light in my life.
You take my breath away.
I still can't believe you're here.
And you're ours.
I will love you more than any man will ever love you =)

I love my family.
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