is when there's loud music. I guess the whole 'what ever you listen to
your baby listens to' is true. Im happy about it, maybe shell love music
as much as nikko does and as much as I used to.
Its crazy how drastically things have changed in the last year. I
remember when I would spend my nights, (and when I say nights, I mean
wholeeee nights up till the next morning....) trying to find new
artists, and bands, listening to EVERYTHING. And then I just didn't have
anymore time. Now a days I have to make time to even eat. And it sucks
that it has to be like that. Cos music used to be my life. My escape,
the only thing I would and could run to. And now I can even get into
anything new, cos nothing sounds good anymore. Like I missed the whole
period of great artists, and now that im realizing this, im stuck with
the bad ones. That probably doesn't make any sense.
What im trying to get at is, I don't appreciate music as much as I used
to. And everything just sounds so dull to me. Compared to the last
things I've listened to, before completely throwing it out the window.
And thered be times... a lot of times where nikko would have me listen
to random new artists that he thinks is so amazing, and thered be no
effect ... sometimes I feel bad because he gets so excited to show me
and id be like 'ehh'. I just like to compare and I don't like change,
so maybe that's why most of them don't interest me.
Back to Emily, im just glad she loves music, and loud music at that!
She's so perfect. I dropped the phone on her this morning, and I feel so
bad.
I love my family.
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