i lied when i said everything was great that day.
i love my family. i love them a lot, and i dont know what i would do without them. but sometimes i just need time to myself, just emily and i. and today i feel like they crossed the line, and just barged into my life. i hate feeling like i resent them, but today, was just above and beyond. anyway. i also love nikko. i dont say it much anymore, well as much as i used to, but i do. and yesterday, i just felt so dead. inside. i told myself, begged myself to never feel like that ever again. and lately i have been. its always been me to hide things from people, and now i want everyone to know how im feeling and how my life is. im just tired of hiding.
enough.
i mis emily, shes sleeping over my dads. =(
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PHOTOS BY JANE said...
April 1, 2009 at 1:14 AM
I hope you feel better Jil.
Mawwwnica said...
April 2, 2009 at 7:07 PM